Connection & Relationships

19 Feb 2026·observation

Sometimes I feel this intense yearning for human connection,

But at the same time I also feel repulsed by people

it is an odd dichotomy, people get on my nerves in ways I can’t put into words , tho if I am being honest it might mostly be my fam. You’d think family would be the one people to treat you the best because they are well family, now I wouldn’t delude myself into thinking that I am perfect to them and treat them the best. But I struggle with it, in part because of how they tend to treat me.

people can and should be self sufficient if they have the capacity to be, and this isn’t me saying not to ask for help when it is needed, but to try an dump everything on someone else when possible is more than unfair.

but I fear there ins’t much that can be done there

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